R e a l D i s a s t e r

I slept 3-3.5 hrs last night becos I couldnt study finish for my realestate finance paper at 9am, and my marketing paper later at 5pm. Yes I still have a paper at 5pm, and i hafnt studied finish for that one.

This morning's paper was disastrous. I totally couldnt do complete one question (12 marks), and becos the subsequent subquestions part b and part c are linked to it, I couldnt do those as well. Out of 20 marks for that entire qn I give myself 8 if I'm lucky. Worst thing is that its an easy question. But somehow I couldnt tink straight becos somehow 1/2 my brain was just humming Atari's Girls of Summer non-stop (cos i was studying while listening to that song last night), and I couldn't get it to stop. How weird.


Anyway this just sums up this sem la. Act smart take 7 modules plus become a super slacker at the same time. I feel very unhappy. I feel like some part of me is inadequate. I think that I should just concentrate on studying hard and slacking the rest of my time away being happy.

Instead of continuing my deadly streak of mostly As, I think I'll eat lots of Bs and Cs this sem. My CAPs gonna tumble. And I quite deserve it. Sigh. =(

So I came back to slack. Yes I'm supposed to study for my marketing paper, but i'm very unmotivated and I wanna puke and LIFE SUX and UGH.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LIFE SUCKS TO THE CORE.